I’ve been really sick the past couple months. I had mono, it sucked btws. I’m sick again, the doctors say it can’t be the mono, it feels like the mono, at any rate I’m frustrated. I can’t really afford to keep missing work, but I can’t really do much, if I’m sick tomorrow again I’ll be going back to the doctors and hopefully magical pills will help me or something.
At any rate, what sucks the most is that it’s all head sickness. It’s annoying, thinking is hard. Functioning is hard. It’s like there’s a wall in the way, or a clamp holding in my brain power. It’s stupid. It’s been hindering me from doing anything really, I feel unsafe driving, reading takes too much effort, and writing, well writing is near impossible. My creative juices have been damned up; it’s hell. I think I’d be ok with the rest of the sickness if I could at lesat jot stuff down, but I can’t. It’s infuriating.
I’m sorry this post doesn’t have much substance other than me complaining about being sick and it preventing me from doing anything I like. It’s just how I fell right now. Utterly frustrated. Write About Dragons starts tomorrow, and I’ll be a hippo’s mother if I let this thing prevent me from keeping pace with it.
I was wondering if anyone has been very sick before and managed to write. And if it worked out for them or not.
-Your Constricted Fiction Forger
At least I can still listen to this. I can’t get enough of this stupid song.